10/11/2024

 Hey, Personal Journal  I know it has been a while since I talked to you. It's me again

Carol when you were born God knew it, little is known about my childhood but mostly what I can remember is one incident where I was playing and then all of a sudden and then for once I thought I was dying. For once I thought my life had ended, all my small dreams I had including marrying a white man. Our life with my parents was on and off. I don't remember having a loving father or being available but my mother was actually the best, she worked tirelessly to give us the best, give us the best education and give us the best of our life. I remember her being my first teacher and sometimes I would forget and call her mom in front of the other students. Sometimes I received punishment but the best part was I enjoyed the teacher's meal every day.

We moved to Nyeri full of ambition to have a new family and have a dad. Finally, Life was going in the best phase until I joined a primary school and bullying started. I remember my mother always coming for me to shield me from being bullied and always encouraging me to work on my education because it takes me places. Yeah, it has taken me places, I have ventured and travelled and made money out of my education. The big question is Carol are you really happy, Are you the big role model and the cherished child of my parents especially my grandpa. What do you really want in life I know you can really achieve what you want in my life ........

I want to reparent myself, I want to be happy, I want a happy marriage and financially stable. I want the best parent, travel the world be an owner of properties give my mother the best life she wishes, and support my siblings to achieve the best of my life ........so you need to pull up yourself self focus on your career, your strength and work on my weakness.

All this I can't do alone  but I need you God to really work on myself.


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